If anyone has ever told me that I'm beautiful, I've denied it. Every single time. I don't think I will ever believe them no matter how hard I try. But I do know that feeling fat, huge, enormous, and not toned won't get me any closer to a "thank you". That's why I'm doing this. I'm doing this so I can accept what I am. I will feel beautiful. I will reach my goal weight. I can do this. So can you. We're in this together. Let's do it for the pretty, the petite, and the perfect.

HW: 148
SW: 145
CW: 132
GW1: 125
GW2: 120
UGW: When I feel sexy (;

A little more about my journey...
I have EDNOS with binge eating and anorexic tendencies. I have been struggling between these two extremes for as long as I can remember, honestly. My weight goes between the same 20 pounds but my body never changes it's looks. If anyone has any advice for my struggle, it would be greatly appreciated.